Sunday, March 14, 2021

On your 12th Birthday

(children together walking on the seashore)

What I've learned 12 years after we said goodbye to our triplets? God can make beauty out of the ashes. 

During that time, when it first happened, throughout the days that followed right after our children died, nothing made sense. Hope was shattered. It. Was. Awful. Grief is chaos, so expect it and plan for it. Now, after the dust have settled, I can tell you no matter how difficult might be your situation, when we believed the lie telling us we've run out of all options; that there is still a God, who is all powerful, all knowing, all full of love and mercy; and more important: He never runs out of options. 

Sooner of later you'll realize that will you have a choice to make. I decided I was choosing God.