Today we went to the clinic for the first ultrasound. I was very anxious, excited, and scared too. When the nurse starts doing the scanning, we start fearing the worst. Eventually the doctor was called in, and he concluded that they could not detect a heart beat.
So, we are going to wait for one more week, to see if a miracle happens and a heart beat is found.
At least we are blessed to have Jace in our arms. I'm so glad we never gave up and our baby boy is now with us. I still don't understand why this happens; because in the past couple weeks Jess has shown all the pregnancy symptoms (specially nausea). Reflecting on this happening, we have no regrets that we did everything in our control to give them a chance to live. However we are still sad with the news. But God knows what's best, even when we don't understand it.
Looking back, if the triplets had survived or if we had given up, Jace would have never existed. I would never had meet him. I'm so glad we trusted God, even when walking in the middle of the valley of death.
We'll see what happens next week.