When there are no words.
Six years have passed. Some days it feels like a long time ago but today it feels like it just happened and I reminisce again in those few days. I remember with clear and deep intensity those few hours I held you, my babies in my arms. You were still alive, while I silently cried your departure, constantly wiping the tears down on my face I cried to God for a miracle, I pleaded to be able to raise you and be your daddy.
"Daddy . . . ,
daddy . . . we love you.
there is no tears past heaven's gate"
And so, today on your sixth heavenly and earthly birthday, I want to celebrate your. This night while God tucks you in, I want to wish you a beautiful sleep in heavenly peace.
Happy Heavenly 6th Birthday my precious Alexa, Jayden and Lilia!
"Grief never ends, but it changes.
It is not a sign of weakness or a lack of faith
. . . but the price of love."